Well i had a nightmare of a weekend. had a trophy night on friday (i got a trophy woo hoo!!) which was free food and alcohol (AAAHHHHHH!!!!) i had my dinner before i went and drunk water all night, which was really depressing, but i didn't want to undo any of the good work done so far. THEN on saturday night i had my nephews 21st which was also catered for, (GRRrrrrrRRrr!!) i tell ya, i felt like a right idiot after so many people asking me why wasn't i eating and would i like some trifle or birthday cake!!! no one there seemed to notice i had lost weight, and i had kinda hoped for at LEAST one person to comment... i felt like a total leper.
I never really noticed how much food was a social part of my life, everything seems to revolve around eating something somewhere while seeing someone/something!
I went out to breakfast this morning (which we haven't done for ages) and had a coffee while my other half had Eggs Benedict (my FAVORITE!), then went to the movies (i also LOVE popcorn) i just induldged myself in all the smells, and tried to get enjoyment from watching him enjoy eating.
I keep telling myself "Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels"
I must admit obstaining is hard in a social situation, and in some ways i just want to lock myself away for a few months till all the
fat has melted, but unfortunately that's not an option!
No deviations so far.... and no deviations to go!
happy melting everyone!
