| I had a dream last night that I was eating chocolate biscuits (Tim Tams). In my dream I had one before I remembered not to, then later in the dream I was somehow still eating it, thinking, but I don’t have to eat the other half, then later on I was somehow thinking that I had already eaten two, and was eating another, which was so big it seemed kind of like an éclair. There was no enjoyment in my dream just massive guilt - which was not stopping me from eating anyway. Also in my dream I was back working in a place I used to work but had somehow got left behind while all my friends were working in a new section that I didn’t think I had the skills for, also I had invited people over who would soon be expecting food but I had none in the house, also, I was supervising children but somehow not paying much attention and a principal was saying aren’t you supposed to be in there supervising their toileting………
What did I do to make myself have such a BIG GUILT dream? Buy my son a computer, after much careful investigation, that was probably not such a good choice. Not do enough housework? I woke up feeling depressed and lethargic from the dream. I feel normal now though.  | 
