CD
You are in no way odd -in fact in my opinion the way you are starting shows how determined you are and this means a greater chance of success.
I felt as if time has slowed down and the only thing I thought of was "Am I going to be home in time to weigh my food....".
I did this for about the first month and now at 10 weeks it is all pretty automatic to me - sometimes now I think "Oh it's already time for my crackers"
Once you are through those first days it is easier - and organisation and thinking ahead are the key.
