It's all going well. A few daily routine changes have had to be made . . but otherwise, it all feels a bit blase.
I just *HOPE* that I can keep up my motivation.
But I can see already that I have to stop sweating the small stuff. I'm not sure if anyone can relate - but, for example, today I had an email from a girlfriend saying that she'll be in Melbourne on February 23rd and we'll have to have a beer. Over a month away.
My heart was in palpatations!
What am I going to do? I can't drink beer! I can't possibly meet her. I can't go. I won't do it. Oh no. What will I do?
I have to learn to sit back and enjoy my journey - to stop worrying about things that have only a minute chance of occurring - to take one meal at a time - and to understand that this is going to take time. I think these issues will be my biggest downfall.
A bit of self belief wouldn't go astray either.
And I'm going to start off something I hope to continue during my
Cohen's journey in my diary:
TODAY I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO: not wearing out the inside leg of my jeans where my thighs rub together.
(That's a lovely image innit?!). I'm sure more than one or two of you can relate!!
Cheers til next time.
CD.
