hi. I am fairly new here.
I am not that much of a new mom. I am 22 and i have a three year old little girl. I started at 150 when before I was pregnant, went to 170 with my daughter. I suffered from postpartum depression after she was born. I was very disappointed that none of the weight seemed to "disapear" like everyone told me it would. I went through some hard times gained another 20lbs. Was about 190 when I got pregnant with a boy (He was addopted by a wonderful family). I went to about 220 with that pregnancy. Continued to suffer from depression and am now at 240.
has anyone had to deal with weightloss and depression? I can't stop thinking about all the reasons I want to and need to lose weight. I spend so much time thinking about what I need to do, trying to come up with plans on how to get started, but I have no drive to get started. I dig and dig but I feel so empty when it comes to moving forward.
Had anyone had a really big road block?? What helped you get through it? Anyone dealing with it now? I feel so a lone. Maybe this is bigger than this sight. But I am hopping that someone can understand.
thanks so much.
