i have a 2yr old girl and i had to have a termination due to medical reasons 4mnths after she was born with in that week i went from being a mum to spending 8wks in hospital in a mental ward. i gained 40kgs having my girl i feel that i have no one to talk to but yet my family always sticks by me. i try always to push them away. i push my girl away all the time i will not take the meds that the docs put me on as i think they make me worse. i want to lose weight its my 21st this yr. i feel for you u i have depression and split personality disorder plz let me know how your going | 
