| I am not sure I can comment on the split personality thing. I would defiently say to get some help, some how. Its hard for me to talk about because I never got medication for my depression..I have been just trying to deal with it. It has gotten much better over the last year, but there are still days that worry me. I would say get help...I tried, but it didn't stick, so I just became a hermit so I wouldn't have to deal with anyone. I tried because of my daughter...that's what you need to do. She needs you, and even if you dont think you deserve to be taken care of...she deserves to have a good mother, right? so give her one. I tell myself all the time that I have to watch the example I am setting for her. Talk to people too. I never talked to anyone and that made it worse, cause i couldn't tell anyone.
I dont know if that helps. I am not sure I have a place in giving advice when i find myself unsure sometimes. I like to buy large rubber bands and write positive thoughts on one side. then i wear them on my wrist (inside out if i dont want others to see it) and then i have them with me all the time.
i hope things get better for you. its not easy. its never easy. i wish i had gotten more help because then i might not have put on all the weight i have. do try. its okay to take care of yourself.
well, i have to get to school. i am running late. take care.  | 
