Well guys after my 4th week I have now lost a total of 9kg. I was hoping it could be 10 but the week I was sick I didn't lose anything so I am thinking that was probably the reason. I am now trying to keep up my water intake as much as I can.

I had my 7th wedding anniversary yesterday(well it is actually on the 29th got married in a leap year!) I did have 2 choccies from a box of choccies I had sitting in my fridge. Minor yes but I still did it... I am suffering from that time of the month syndrome, so therefore I just want to fall back into my old bad patterns and eat chocolate and lots of it!!!! I am trying my hardest. Tonight I made hubby and my two bigger girls eat what was left so there is no temptation at all in my house. I am trying my hardest for the next 4 weeks. My hubby's birthday is on the 12th May and I really want to be below 100 by then.

Everyone now says they notice now that I am losing but I still see me! Yes maybe the clothes fit a bit better or are loser, but I don't know maybe I am expecting so much. I remember when I was on Cohen's the first time I felt like it just fell off and that it happened all so quickly, but looking back in my measurements and weights I realise I am losing better now than I did then. I can't wait until my birthday in September I will be 28 and hopefully at my goal weight or smaller. I am giving myself the best chance I can and I am just looking at it each week as it comes. I think I really better put the scales away now, it is beginning to bug me. And I know it will all come off.

BTW don't get extra light ricotta it is awful I tried it today and threw it in the bin. It tasted as though I was seriously eating cardboard smooshed up!! I better go and get my slimming sleep so thanks to everyone for your support and I hope you still keep those thoughts and ideas comming. We are all in this same boat and we are all fighting to get there together!!!

Thanks and skinny thoughts

Jodee

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