| why am i doing this?
well i'll tell ya mostly because i missed the old me.........as i gained weight i lost my self-esteem and my spark, I felt ugly and undeserving. One day i looked in the mirror and thought "who the hell is this person? Cuz it ain't me!" Now everyday i see a little of the old me comming back.........the intensity of my personality returning and my drive, the sassy young (youngish) woman i am, not the sad sack i had become............and that inspires me!!! | 
