Hi everyone! I feel like we are all in the same boat. Maybe most of us grew up without any real discipline in the food/exercise area of our lives? I know I did. Im going to graduate college in a year, and since Ive been away from my house Ive realized just how twisted my family is when it comes to eating and not caring about being fit. My sister is GORGEOUS, but she gets no attention because she is so overweight. My dad battled cancer, and lost weight for a while, but now he's back to his heaviest. It frustrates me to no end to see them live the way they do. Im the only active one in the family, and its ironic because Im also the only one who is not very very obese.
My deal with my weight is the same as most- Im uncomfortable with myself, and I shouldnt be because Im 20 years old, and I should be enjoying my
body while Im young! Im a very sexual person, but I hate that I can't enjoy it the way I want to because Im always so self-conscious. Everytime I go out, I get frustrated with myself and end up depressed, after which I definitly dont enjoy the night I set out to enjoy. So, Im probably doing this for vain reasons (not necessarily to rid any health problems quite yet), but it's something that makes me happy and proud of myself. Im a biology major, with intentions of medical school in a year, and I work SO HARD to be a competative medical college applicant and a competative student at Villanova. So why do I let myself go physically, and why aren't I competative with my
body and looks?
