HI ALL!,
I've been looking at all the before and after pics on here, and wow! what an inspiration! I am 23 born in Texas, now in Cali. About 2 years ago I was at my thinnest ever. I weighed in at 5'9 135, and now I'm about 223! 100 lbs in 2 years?!?! yeah. Amongst other things, I was depressed, and my fiance was recovering from 3 intense knee surgeries. We had workers comp financially supporting us, and we pretty much watched TV and ate. At that time I was more insecure than I am now even at the weight I was. I didn't even notice myself slowly gaining weight, it was like one day I woke up and I was in some strangers
body. That came with crazy depression, and trying to get a job at the same time. I was a wreck! I've finnaly woken up and am over the whole "Feeling sorry for myself" bit. I want to be happy!!!! And I'm simply not. I don't know, I'm sure there are other people out there that feel the same way I do; I think about my weight every MINUTE OF THE DAY!!!! I'm being literal! It seams like a waste of time, but you can't really tell your brain how to think, and your emotions how to feel, right? So I started a cabbage woup
diet last week, and each day walked 30+ mins. I lost 3 lbs! yay, 7 days with only healthy foods?!? I thought "YUCK." Now I've noticed, I actually like these healthier foods, and they make me feel less sluggish. I used to be told how beautiful I was on a daily basis. I don't hear that anymore. I hear "you have pretty eyes" oh great! HAHAHA thanks! I want to be the girl I was again...and guess what (to all the people, if any that read this) I AM GOING TO DO IT $&#*@!!!!! I will love the way I look again!!!!!! RAHH!
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