I hate when you do things nearly the same every day, yet some days you feel really thin and good, and others you don't. Today is one where I do not. I went shopping this morning for an outfit to wear to a ceremony this weekend..shopping went well and the sizes i picked first were the right ones..didn't have to move up a size or anything...but now i'm trying on other clothes in my closet to wear the rest of the weekend...so far I hate just about everything I've tried on. I'm remembering what I looked like in these clothes 2 summers ago and I want that back. I feel huge today. I hope I eat right this weekend when I'm not at home. I didn't get to run today because my legs aren't doing good
..so that makes me feel even worse. I guess I'm also in a bad mood because I interview for a really sweet job last week, I'm supposed to hear back today..and I have a strong feeling I'm not gonna get it. I really really wanted this job, and I sooo don't wanna continue at my current job. Oh well...I shall press on.
