Ok well as you can see I haven't written in this thing that much the past few weeks..the reason being that I had that early morning job and I really didn't get on the computer at all during those weeks...well now that job is over already, and although I know I got some exercise working..it wasn't the type that I'm used to. I only went running like 2 or 3 times in that period and ate maybe 85% healthy. I just haven't really felt good about myself and my
body..feeling like i was letting myself go again...well..just about 10 minutes ago I stepped on the scale for the first time in I don't know how long..heart pounding...133!! I am estatic!!
I was soooooo nervous that I had definitely put on weight and was back up to 137 or higher. This means that I stayed at the weight I was when I was really sick about a month ago! I am happy!! I suddenly feel soo much better about myself now that I know that. I feel like going wedding dress shopping! I just had to share that news..now i'm gonna go run! I think that i'm going to start weight myself daily..i know weight fluctuates a lot, especially for women, but this way I can keep my weight in check and not have to live in fear that it's creeping up.
