Well its 1:20 am now & what an eventful day it was my "leaving party" it was actually quite good and I only cried 5 times I also babysat for a lady mum knows playing cars for 3hours straight and reading Thomas the tank 14 times :@ and she just came to pick her son up [who was sleeping at the time funny enough I was too] no goodbye or the actually money she owed me for babysitting just walked straight out the door! & shes disturbed my sleep so im no longer tired . Is their something written on my face that reads out
GUILLABLE MUG walk all over me however I think that the emotions have suddenly hounded me down and I am really depressed by the way I didn’t do to badly with the Buffy today and ate very little however now nobody’s sat with me and all my families out PARTYING whilst 16 year old me site here lonely binging on a big wedge of fowl wedding cake and I’m not even hungry so why the fuck am I eating it! With no one to talk to about my worries & thoughts...... Grr I feel sooo down, and sick now too think theirs tooi much brandy or something in it but for the first time 25 days i dont really care how many
calories i eat!!!!
