stupid womanly things are making me feel like crap today..and I really wanna go run. i'm wondering if a bike ride will be better..but i kinda doubt it since sitting here is starting to be a killer activity.
I don't know that I've really lost weight lately..which is a bummer cuz i'm oh so close...but I hopped on the scale 2 days ago with wet mega thick long hair, pre-period time, and jeans on and weighed 134...so I'm thinking maybe I actually weigh 130ish?? I sure hope so. The only thing that's bumming me out is my jeans aren't fitting different..maybe in the waist but not in the butt and thighs were I want. I have really muscular thighs but i KNOW there's some flab on there i can get rid of! I just miss the way my jeans fit 2 years ago i want that baaaack!! I've also been getting annoyed with my arms lately..I really want to tone them up but need some dumbells..I just don't wanna spend so much on them. grrr. I'm gonna go workout no matter what i feel like.
