I have been
dieting for 18 years. I have lost and gained the same 100. As soon as I reach my
goal weight, I get scared and gain it back. I have learned that I use my weight as a protective shell. I had some bad experiences with men. As long as I am overweight, men do not notice me. My self-esteem likes it that way. I know that I have to conquer this fear to have any long term success. I believe this article will help me and this forum.
Carrie
