| Hello, its great that you are here for some motivation. I am sorry for your loss. I too lost my mom last June to breast cancer suddenly. She was only 63 and it was such an unexpected loss and very painful. I miss her every second of the day and it is hard, I too know this. So many plans that just stopped. The thought of my mom and what she would want me to do in life keeps me going and makes me want to do better. Always remember that your mom wants you to do good and I have faith that she is watching over you.
Make some goals and change your bad eating habits and the weight will come off. It is a hard job but don't give up. Do whatever you can to motivate yourself, these forums really help.
Good luck.
Your Mother is always with you . . . She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street; she's the smell of bleach in your freshly laundered socks; she's the cool hand on your brow when you're not well. Your Morther lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. She's the place you came from, your first home; and she's the map you follow with every stop you take. She's your first love and your first heartbreak, and nothing on ear can separate you.
Not time, not space . . . not even death!  | 
