Ok so here I am. BLAH
Today has been one of those days where I just didn't feel like doing a darn thing. And I went with that.
Haven't been on the elliptical in about a week (feeling very shamed). I know I should but I just can't get myself to do it. Maybe I am not cut out for all this exercise stuff.
Been pretty lazy with lots of things. Not just the exercise thing. House is falling apart around me and I just feel slobby. Ok maybe not falling apart around me but could use a good spiffin' up.
I am beginning to think that it may be the seasonal depression thing again. Sigh..............
I hope not. I was so hoping to dodge that bullet this year. Can't stand being "down" for most of the winter.
Then again maybe it's just that I am getting ready for the old monthly visit.
Who knows.
I do know this.
I didn't work so hard for the past 2 1/2 weeks trying to lose the 8 and something
pounds that I have lost only to give up now.
Not that I am giving up because I am not.
I still have been eating well. Not keeping track so much of the cals but knowing that I have done ok simply by not eating junk.
Anyhow I plan tomorrow to get up earlier than I have been for the past week and just
pound my way thru this funk I am in.
Hope everyone else's day was good.
Bellaryna
