Weight Loss Forum

bmohearn · 11:13 AM

HI! I am back, and I have made a new journal. I have been trying SO hard to lose, but sadly enough have only been able to keep off 10 lbs. EEW! I haven't updated my old journal because I have been SOOO stressed out. So even my stress weight is back. I have been trying to lose lately, and realized that I lost the most weight when I was writing in here every day, or more. So i am back. With a plan for success. And I know I can do it. Recent events have proved to me that I can get through whatever it takes to make myself happy.

FRIDAY: Breakfast- 1 bagel with cream cheese, and a glass of milk.
Lunch- yogurt
Dinner- NOT SURE YET.

Exercise- Using the weight bench with added weight to the bar. 50 crunches in my ab chair. I am also in search TONIGHT of other exercises that will work well.

I am going to FORCE my boyfriend Dan into losing weight with me. It would be good for the both of us. And i'm tired of being lazy about caring about myself.

I am 18 years old. And recently have started to think that I really would love to have a baby. Give looks if you will... But i truly want one. I have done all the considering about it. And I truly think i am ready.

But I want to prove it to myself even farther. If I lose all the weight i am trying to, then I know that i can raise a baby well. I know it has nothing to do with each other. But, I have been over weight ALL my life, and have NEVER had a completely successful diet. But to prove to myself that i am as strong and ready to have a baby as I feel I am now... i will lose the weight and get from 210 to 140. Thats 70 lbs away.

I also am upset that I don't have a baby now... its what I want more then anything. Just something about me. I want nothing more then to take care of a son or daughter. Well, needing to lose 70 lbs in a healthy way, is the method i am using to put off having a child.

yes, I've talked to my boyfriend about it, and he wants one too. But we also want to finish college.

Anyways... the past few days I have been resisting my snacking urges. YAY for me. That has always been the hardest for me.

I'm back. And i'm going to kick my own butt into shape. I will post every/every other day. And i will write EVERYTHING down. That way I can get things off my chest, and talk myself through the stupid binging urges i get so often.