hi everyone! thanks so much for your comments, i didn't think this post would still be going! I've not logged into the forum for a while (been away...eating! ) still, its only a few pounds gained, thought come back and nip it in the bud!

Jeff you should go to Chernobyl, it was a slightly disorientating but phenomenal experience. abbagirl,my best friend will be thrilled that you said that! he's always trying to tell me that i look like jeri ryan!

bail8gent, boyfriend no longer exists (well i'm sure he exists existentially! :P but we arnt together) so in that respect he is lucky, escaped!