I'm feeling a little frustrated. I think it's cabin fever or something. I'm tired of the cold, and the snow, of not being able to walk outside. Being virtually trapped indoors all the time, I go from my apartment, to the car, to the gym, to the car, to my apartment, to the car, to work, to the car, etc. etc. arrrrggghhhh.
I'm tired of wearing the same clothes all the time, because I still can't fit into some of my 'smaller size clothes'. Today I tried on a shirt my sis-in-law gave me, it's kind of tight. Too tight to wear. So I put on one of the same sweaters and pants I wear to work all the time….boooring.
I get compliments that I'm looking good, this past Friday a good friend of mine told me I looked 'so thin'. That made me feel good. I tried on a pair of jeans that I couldn't even get the button to meet the hole a couple of months ago, now I can zip them up…okay, I can't breath , but still.

Now today, I'm frustrated. I'm not giving up by any means, I'm still working out, still watching what I eat…just…frustrated. I look down when I'm nekkid and see my still big belly and hate it. My chubby thighs, my barely there waist, it's amazing the multitude of sins that clothing covers.
Okay, I think I'm done venting…yeah, I'm done…wait, nope I'm done.

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I didn't discover curves; I only uncovered them.
Mae West