I like your diary...
honesty is good...
As someone who spent 9 years in catholic school and is now a recovering heathen... I can relate to the torment...
Whatever your motivator is to get you where you want to be -use it -and then - let it go - because anger just hurts you and those closest to you -- not the people you're angry at... just picture yourself sauntering int your 20th reunion looking all hot and sassy