Sometimes, I get so pissed at myself. I walk into my triggers and think that my behavior will somehow be different. Huge sandwiches, junk food buffet, no problem: eeeerrr, after a few drinks there's never any f&(*%$(%* problem, I just eat it all.
If I seem a bit frustrated with myself, that would be because it's no one's fault but my own. I am a little down today, even though I am starting off good, never have a prob with am routines. but in the afternoon and evening, I feel like saying FFFF it. I t doesnt' help that I am alone again in this journey but I ain''t gonna blame that.
Crap, let's see if we just can't move forward and get er done,
Brian
