WOW our stories are sooo similar! i had the same problems with miscarriages then my grandma also past while i was 4 months pregnant though, with my first child! my son is now 7 months old and our measurements are almost the EXACT same although your waist is 39.5 and mine is 42 other than that exact my arms are 13.5 blah blah blah, anyhow i would love to keep up with your story and hopefully we can lose together, i have been walking with a stroller for about 1.5 hrs about 7 or 8 km's and lifting weights for about 4 days now, my highest weight during pregnancy was 219 and once i had baby i was 195 but jumped back to 223 higher than preggo weight!! anyhow i got down to 210 by going for little walks but no food change but since the last four days i woke up today with a 4 pound weight drop so im pretty excited only 5 more to go and im in the 100's haha anyhow good luck to you and i hope to keep up!!

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