I have been doing this pretty much all on my own which makes it harder but at the same time I feel like this time – If I do not reach my goals I am letting myself down. I am not going to let that happen. There will not be another summer with me hiding behind all my good looking friends! I will be one of them!
My sister and parents are coming to visit on May 2nd. I want them to notice a difference. Me and my sister have always been completive about our
weights. I actually hope I inspire her a little to make better choices.
Have made some pretty big accomplishments in the last few weeks!
I have kept myself motivated and on track and have written down everything I have been eating since April 4th. I have had to make some hard decisions and chose healthier alternatives on weekends. My boyfriend loves pizza… so do I .. we actually met at a pizza place so it is in our blood to have pizza together. I had to tell him no – well what I said is.. Honestly baby you can go ahead but I would rather not have it in the house because I fear I may not be strong enough to say no. He was really good about it. I wanted to eat that pizza believe me I did but it is just not worth 1500 cal or more for a slice or 2. I also struggle with the 3pm cravings… you know for choclate, or something bad for me. I have to admit on Sunday I ate 3 lindt truffles, and the rest of the day I felt gross. I remember feeling like that all the time binging makes me feel puffy and tired.!!!
Yesterday ( Monday) I did not go to the
gym and I feel so
fat today. … I did end up doing 20 mins of Ab work on a matt in front of the T.V but nothing like the workout I get from my 1hr and 30 min workouts. This week is busy! There is a huge UFC fight on Saturday and we are hosting a BBQ and Poker party. I am sure I will be over
calories that day and wont be able to make it to the
gym sat or sun. So Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday it is… Wish I could go 5 times this week to make it 4 weeks in a row I have gone 5 times a week.
No one has been commenting on my posts! I need some support here everyone… I am down 5lbs( says the scale) It looks like more to me but I feel big differences in my shoulders and arms.. I will take some pics this weekend.
