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Originally Posted by Bigguy  At least it is a normal thing.
It is just a real crap feeling working so damn hard all freaking week and then seeing a picture and wanting to just stop because there is no real difference. But then knowing you enjoy what you are doing and that it is so good for your life that you do not want to stop it. It is this dicotomy that I am dealing with right now.
I know I look better than I did 1/08. But i also think I do not look that good in 4/08. |
Brian - I deal with this every freaking day. It could be the wrong outfit or picture or whatever, but there are just days where I say - WHY F'ING BOTHER anymore...I bother b/c I hated myself and now I don't. I am not happy with where I am but there is no magic to getting lean and I have to pass through this place to get to that end.
