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Originally Posted by ali.smedley  Brian - I deal with this every freaking day. It could be the wrong outfit or picture or whatever, but there are just days where I say - WHY F'ING BOTHER anymore...I bother b/c I hated myself and now I don't. I am not happy with where I am but there is no magic to getting lean and I have to pass through this place to get to that end. |
The irony is I am thrilled with where I am. I am stronger and more fit than i ever was in my life. I just always thought that would translate into a better looking me- by better understand I do not mean better than i was but better than I am now.
I will overcome and all- I just looked in the mirror this morning and kinda sighed and wondered why.
As much as we all hate to admit it, we are a vain group of people. Unfortunately i am vain and into instant gratification. Not a good duo.
