| eating 1/2 a cucumber for dinner is not your answer.
First off you can loose 100 and something pretty easily by dumping your boyfriend.
Where does he get off telling you that you need to lose weight? a boyfriend is supposed to accept you for who you are... Kick his sorry ass to the curb...
Have some respect for yourself...
Moms will always be judgemental - cant kick her ass but you've got the choice or not to keep your boyfriend - having someone who doesn't accept for you is not better than being alone...
that said -if all you're havin for dinner is a 1/2 a cucumber you need some lessons in nutrition - start reading the stickied threads -especially in on topic and nutrition and do ask questions on what you're learning int here
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