| Buh bye boyfriend... hello happier you!
If you want to lose 20lbs, then do it for you. Do it the healthy way. Eat good foods, exercise. Losing any amount of weight in any other way will only lead to regaining it and feeling even worse then you do right now. Surrounding yourself with people who are supportive and like you for your personality and not your looks will brighten your outlook on life. It's too darn short to live otherwise. | 
