OK.
So I know I have been sitting around the last 2 or 3 days feeling sorry for myself. I know- pitiful.
I thought last night that today will be 4 months since I quit smoking and 4 months since I began reshaping my life in earnest... 4 months is a long time yet a very short time in the grand scheme.
I have always hated being the
fat, weak guy. I had no shape at all- I was a shapeless, weak mass of skin and
fat. I always wanted to be one of those big guys who had definition to them that made you look twice at them and go 'holy shit that is a big guy'......
That preamble is to explain why I took the pictures below. This is not that I think I am 'huge' or 'cut' or anything like that. I wanted to have the confidence to post these. I am not looking for anything other than respect- this is a big step for me. Really being comfortable in the skin I have now Please be kind.
Thank you for reading and looking.
