| OMH, dress buying fiasco today.
I'm fine with having to buy a dress a couple sizes bigger because of the boobs---it sucks but I can handle it, it's been that way forever and I've known it....so why today when I couldn't find a single dress in a size 12 (b/c of the boobs) to fit me and why the one size 14 that I cried while putting on was too big made me go bizerk...idk. Complete meltdown. Seriously, crying in the store while John kept trying to calm me down---it was a nightmare.
Weight was up yesterday and down today. No surprise, I ate like crap on Thursday so of course the Friday scale was going to suck---I even told myself not to get on it but stupid me. Anyway today's was better and idk about tomorrows. I didn't eat like crap but I did have ice cream (ok, a big ice cream cone--with yummy sprinkles) and idk why I even ate the wedding cake after the first bite made me gag but I did...so I guess I'm saying that tomorrow's weigh in might suck. Oy vey. | 
