Well this is an update:
I am going to the
gym even though I have to go at night were I used to spend time with my wife (we basically don't see each other just at night when we come home from work) so by going to the
gym I spend less time with her and she gets a little upsted about that. But I am trying.......
Also I am being careful with food, even though they have open buffets were I work (FOR FREE!!!)
Its hard but I am trying. thanks gus for the support.
Please keep me motivated. thanks