Hello everybody!
First of all- what a wonderful site!- so much information and a really nice vibe!
a bit about me- im nearly 22, live in the uk and am 170
pounds and 5ft 5.
I thought i was happy being the curvy girl, but since i left university and got a job in an office a year ago ive put on a bit of weight and realise im no longer the bubbly girl that i used to be- ive got a loving and gorgeous boyfriend but keep pushing him away because im so paranoid he's going to leave me for a funner, thinner model
ive decided enough is enough, i know my friends, family and boyfriend love me very much- i just cant seem to do the same for my self when it comes to my appearance.
ive started a food diary and joined my local
gym but feel like im going to need a lot of encouragement!
sorry for having a bit of a rant- its feels pretty good to get it off my chest though...without someone just saying "dont be silly" and not really understanding.
this is the first step and im glad i found this site or maybe i would have never taken it.
x
