well, you guys have all been so supportive, and although my distress at this is embarassing, I thought I would see if anyone had some advice. I am really on the verge of losing the plot.
Alongside fighting this fatigue thing, I am still keeping my intake to under 2000 cal (I am almost permanently hungry), cycling 3 - 4 times a week for 90minutes (fast, despite often feeling ill) and having added abdominal resistence execrises and pushups to my routine, I have gained another kilo. And its not muscle because my clothes feel tighter.
I feel like I am going insane here. A lot of it is related to control issues I now know: I have a failed career as a musician behind me and having remained invisible in that feild, I could at least pride myself on remaining slim. Now I am failing at that too.
If anyone has any suggestions (no
diet suppliment/ pill solutions though please) I would be so greatful!
