One thing I learned to late in life was that I should have accepted who I was as a teenager. I thought I was a
fat cow. Now I actually am, and have to lose over 170 lbs. I am pregnant with my second baby, and would give anything to be 200 lb again. I used to think my belly was so gross. Now I wish I had the
body I did when I was younger. Really it is not as bad as you are making it out to be. Please accept yourself for who you are period. There is someone made for you, who will cherish you even if you never get rid of those 3 lbs.