| yup. Its not the first time i have tired to lose weight. Its just the first time since abunch of back surgeries. I have a weird metabolism if im not working out like a marine i just cant lose. so the first day is almost done and im about to go outside and chew on the metal fence and see how much sugar is in there lol. Its going well i think. lets see i had a bowl of chili for lunch. its some i made so no extra stuff in there that should be too bad. then a salad and prob a salad later. hey this chai stuff aint bad oh yea a had alil splash of milk in that. Of coarse i am gonna miss the quart of ice cold milk at night but hey we all have our little monsters to deal with | 
