I hope he wants it....it was his idea to get a trainer. If he doesn't want it (again...for what feels like the millionth dang
diet he's been on) I'm just going to have to give up and take really drastic measures. I love him, but I also want to live my life---there are things that I need and want that a 500
pound man cannot give me. I've been with him for 7 years, how much longer do I have to wait....
Anyway, since I started my
diet on Monday I've lost two
pounds (weehee) and I'm so participating in the FSD--there's nothing worse than weighing yourself everyday. The mental anguish of gaining a
pound, losing a
pound, etc...is unbearable.
