First of all hi everyone! So, my story goes like this...in 2005 I shrunk from 125 to 89 lbs in 3 months or so...went to the hospital and gained weight...then went to college and gained more weight until i was 133 eeeeek! I recently decided 2 weeks ago that enough is enough. So now I'm back and excited to be beautiful again Here are some photos to show my stupid body fluctuations:
Shannon Arebesque.jpg <---before

222.jpg <--- lowest

111.JPG <--- lowest

Picture 008.jpg <---lowest

11111111111111111111111111111111111.jpg <--- now

hopefully i can keep going strong...

Uhh... I think you look pretty smokin' in your 'Before' and 'now' pics, and way too thin at your lowest.

Do you suffer from anorexia?

I don't mean to sound rude, but this sounds like an anorexia case. Even your username is hinting toward an E.D. You went to the hospital for a REASON, to gain weight because you were sick. I don't know how supportive those who want to be healthy can help those who want to be sick.

You are a dancer? in order to keep dancing - you are going to need to have a healthy body - that means feeding your body... not starving it and not trying to get to an entirely too low a weight.

you are beautiful now...

Yeah, I think you're pretty cute now. I watched a movie recently about dancers who were coerced into losing weight to win the leading roles. Sad.

Do you know what your BMI is? You need to make sure you maintain a healthy weight. You can be heavier, lean, toned and fit. Looking at your lowest pictures, it looks like you sacrificed a lot of lean mass in the process.

Anyway, what's your height and your BMI? You need to make sure you're healthy.

I think you look great now. You look healthy.

In your lowest pictures......to be honest the skin and bones look is not cute......your arms are like twigs on the lowest picture with your friend. You look like a skeleton.

Stay where you are, you look fantastic like that.

I'd maybe seek some therapy. Not being rude but, it's quite apparent you need help.

You look much better now than at your lowest. In fact, I'd say you don't need to lose any weight. "So now I'm back and excited to be beautiful again" this statement leads me to believe you have a little bit of a warped view of your weight and I want to just say that you are beautiful just like you are. I don't mean this post to hurt your feelings, just trying to be honest.

I agree! You are beautiful! In those "lowest" pics, you look like a 12 year old; not cute for a grown woman! You look like you are a tiny girl (how tall are you?), so maybe you look good at 115-125 but definitely NOT at your lowest points. I would focus on exercising and eating healthy and not be obsessed with the number on the scale.

As far as support here goes, I'm sure most of us would love to support you if your goal is to be healthy, but not if your goal is 89 pounds!

Good luck to you.