a recurring anthem, but it's true. seeing what people manage to transform into is very encouraging.
I was a skinny child and very active but somehow I've let myself go. deeppresssiing. I'm so very active now and I've never over indulged in foods (which brings frustration as to how i managed this unflattering weight). people say they see a difference in me.. that i have lost weight but i can not see it. Because of that it can be discouraging.
I do not plan on stopping by any means but it makes me wonder if i can achieve the standards I've set in my mind. perhaps time?? gwah.. we'll see.