ahhh~ welll~ things have bn going pretty... not good not bad~
I've bn maintaining my weight all month~ and all month before that~ not loosing... not gaining~ =( wah!

But thanks for all the replies, every1~ =)
I love you all~<3 ;D ~~u all rok~<3

I've been spending the night at friends houses alot~ and going out alot in the last month or so~ meaning~ I've had no time to concentrate on my dieting or exersice~

as much as it kills me to eat bad~ =__= how could i resist?... after my tummy cussin me out for not feeding it~ all i had access to was what the ppl i was staying with ate~

One family~ They are made up of abunch of skinny ppl! all toothpicks! the mother and every1 in the family must be the smallest size existant to man~ O_o... like a -1 or something~ lolz~ yet!!! what they eat!! is the most fattening things in the world!! and they eat alot!!! i counted up the fat grams in one of their meals and it came to... 30-50 fat grams!! I'm talkin bout stuff like... buttery biscuts, sausage, chewy bacon (need i go on and kill myself? =| ...)
I dont' understand why I'm cursed with the metabolism i have and have to watch ppl so skinny like that eat so much!! and not gain a pound!! whilest i eat a peanut and gain 20 pounds~

The other family was one of the larger families~ they wanted to diet and watch what they ate but had no determination to~ and the only food they had was very unhealthy also~ i tried to help em tho... but after spending 2 days with them i had to accept their food also~ since i'd rather be overweight than anerexic~

Then~ there is the family that forces me to eat by taking me out all the time(usually)~ pressures me and makes me feel bad if i don't~ TT____TT

They took me to this buffet~ and bought me a meal i didn't want (bc i already ate) I felt like~ they spent all that money on me~ might as well not be rude and accept their offer too~

I sound like I'm making a ton of excuses right? ~___~

But it's sooo freakin hard now! now that I'm home and away from all the bad foodlings~ I feel addicted to food agn~ I'm starting to crave it all the time~ it's all I can think a/b now!!!

it's like...

boyfriend: wanna watch a movie, hon?
me: you bet i do!! ((thinking: ....POPCORN!!!! O______O))

=.= I wanna get back on track so bad~ but we're going out agn for the day~ we have to drive out of town (takes us almost an hour to get there since we live in southern hickville, Alabama) so we plan on stayin in town all dayyy~~~ until my therapist appointment~

T___T I hope my determination stays with me and I'm not temped by my mom's offers to eat at that great resteraunt place that we always go to... or that bakery with the delicious cookies and desserts that has this creepy guy who checks me out..!! >__<

I can't wait to get my own place~ I'll never spend money on food! =P
I'd rather buy my J-pop/rock concerts that i watch all day~ that make me want to be a dancer~

dont you see? I'd be skinny if i lived on my own! O_O
with the not buying alot of food and the dancing~... lolz~ i joke =P

wah~ I'm talking alot~ sorry~ I just get sooo lonely!!! ... ~__~

I just read through your whole story. You've done really great. Don't deny yourself everything just limit how much of it you eat and you should be fine. I mean 100 pounds! You've made it so far, I know you don't want to throw all that effort away!! You look great in your bikini. I wish you luck keep up the great work, you have a great body go have fun swimming.

my cousins just got a pool~ Soooo~ i went swimming in it with them~

thing is... there was a camera there~ Dx!!!

I have new pictures~ very recent~ from like... 2 days ago~

looking at them made me want to go on the same diet Nicole Richie is on~ ~____~


I mean, look! My bellybutton still does that frowny thing~ :'(

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Give it time, and keep on exercising. You are looking great!

If your bellybutton really makes you uncomfortable, get a really cute tankini type suit until that part firms up. But, really, you look awesome and you did it all yourself! You should be very proud of the strength of character it took to do something this big - something most adults cannot do. Nicole Richie looks ill, but you look healthy and teriffic!

Hey there girl

BUG HUGS and congrats to you sweetie that is awesome! Keep up what your doing. You have been through allot so start to enjoy your results.

You do look great! Don't ever think you need to look like nicole richie she is sickly not healthy. Just keep up the exercise. You lost 100 pounds your skin probably still needs to catch up.

I think your skin has sprung back really well, especially considering you have lost 100lbs!! You must definitely have youth on your side

okkei~ so it's bn awhile since I've posted much of anything~

I slacked off agn~ I stopped working out for a week.. or 2... i dunno... ~__~

so i just recently started going back to the gym and working out at home and taking LONG walks~

I have no energy~ not nearly as much as i usually do~ Dx

these last 25 pounds are the hardest.. =__=

I dunno~ I guess getting my dress for the anime con kinda motivated me to loose weight agn~ it's so cute!!! n__n I'm happi I'm getting it finally~ =D
It's a gothic lolita kitten maid dress~
Every1 I've shown it to loved it too~ I'm most satisfied~ =3
I'm just waiting for it to come in the mail now~ wanted it to come by my birthday next week but I don't think it will~ since it's comming from China~

yesh~ that's right~ my birthday is July 31st~ I'm turning 16~ whoo~

this is gonna be the hardest thing ever~ =__= my bf says he's gonna make me this big, special cake (how can I not eat a piece of something big and special made for me? dernit! >_<)~ and my mom and dad's getting another cake b/c her 25th anniversary is the day after my bday~ all the cake and the icecream~ Dx !!! hope to GOD I can resist it~ =| since i just started working out agn~

oh, well~ good luck, me~ ^_^;;

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Wow... I just read your story. You've done such an amazing job! Congratulations on your overall weightloss. You look so amazing!! You're so close to your goal!! Keep it up!

Good on you, very inspiring

hey anna. happy 16th birthday!

by the way, you look really great!

I have just read your story. You are amazing, please don't ever forget that!!! You have definately inspired me to keep at the weight loss. I love your quote on your signature too. You are soooo right. Every time I go to eat something bad, I remember how good it is to see a loss when I hop on the scales!

Miss_Laura - i saw your ticker and didnt realize the numbers were overlapping and thought it said 984.7 and i was like WTF?! Then i clicked

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If you want Acai, then go to a place like Henry's Market where they carry PURE Acai in powder form, liquid, and frozen. Ranging in price from $22 to $38.

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Please be aware of FREE things and read the very fine print...don't get burned like I did!