Hey guys- it's been quite awhile. I got down to about 162 then I had a countless number of stressors thrown my way. Of course, I could have very easily focused harder during those times and still achieved my goal by now- but I did not. And that is why I am here; to tell you all that I finally feel ready! I actually FEEL ready. This is brand new to me- actually feeling like I'm ready and mature enough to lose this weight. These 30 lbs. have made me feel bad long enough. I will get rid of them!! I organized a "biggest loser" competition based on percentage of weight lost with my friend at work. This has motivated me greatly! I have a gym membership and wii fit at my disposal. not to mention a great jogging/running road and a great pair of shoes. It's time to do this! Wish me luck (again).