Yes all of those suits are from Victoria Secret, I plan on wearing that first one to the beach with my lil boobiez and scaring the Beejesus outta my Daddio!! Cuz our beaches are not quite the beaches of some exotic resort or Miami...

I swear I love your posts Running Girl! I seriously almost spit out my drink on my computer at work!


dude stay in the contest! We need you here!!!! So are you the one getting married?

yeah i get married this saturday plan on getting lots of exersize in yuh dig so chef i will be gone starting tomorrow and i will be out for the next 2 weeks bro i can try to log in on the weekends but i can assure you i will not be focused on that

thanks for understanding guys

Haha, the second part of that made me LMAO xD I have a suit that scares my dad, hahaha. But I like it ;D My AIM is DeludedElegance and I don't want to waste your texts, so yeah. Sometimes I'm really motivated and can't wait to start exercising, but some days I'm just like AHHHHHHH. Thank you so much! <3 You're amazing xD

Oh, we can understand that you won't be focused on this, but Chef will take care of you. (Ooo... can that be taken wrong? Eh, probably.)Congratulations!! I wish you the best!


Seriously though, people, don't drop out. Cause then YOU LOSE. And not in a good way.

Alright, I had something to say, and now I lost it. Damn. I got distracted because I'm looking at this web- OH YEAH! xD The website. That's what I was going to say. So, anyway, apperantly there's this college for Film, Art, Game Design and that sort of thing, and they are always doing school films and I was thinking, maybe during the summer I could audition for some. I'd love to audition, and get feedback, and if I make it (slim chance, but still) to see how far I still need to go and how far I've come and it's just be fun. I don't know, though. It's called FullSail (fullsail.edu) if you live near me or something and wanna check it out, too.

Sorry for that random off-topic-ness. I keep forgetting this isn't my journal ^^;

Hey Cheiri, yea you should totally give that a shot, if you're into it, why not? What have you got to lose right? I think this thread is about life so anything that's happening, let it spill, especially if it'll boost your confidence and make you lose more! hee hee heeeeee?

LOL Asphaltaddict, don't make me cocky. I get off on that kind of shiat. I am glad to help make you spit up. I am also happy I won't be buyin ya a new computer..

Did any one watch the biggest loser last night, wow that really pissed me off.. i was jumping up and down wehn Flipi pulled that big number i was like YES.. but then everyone else pulled bigger, i was mad. i use to like Mike up intill 2 weeks ago he has become so cocky, and RON i can not stomach that man. he should have left after the second week. he plays with everyones head... well i didnt want Tara to win but now i hope she wipes the floor with Mike and Ron. is it me or i am not trying to be rude in any way but Ron has lost so much but i can not see a huge difference like you can with the other people. and how is he losing so much he can't even finish 1 compitition on his own.. grrrrr sorry this show frustrates me.

Spoilers ahead, highlight text if you want to read:
<<haha, I'm glad to see someone feels the same as me! I really wanted Ron to go home last night, I have disliked him from the VERY beginning. He never tries and definitely never finishes anything on his own. He is a snake in the grass, FOR SURE.

I like Tara, but I really liked Kristen, I was pulling for her. Do you feel as though none of the booted players are doing well at home? I have yet to see a clip of a booted play and go "WOW"... they each seem to struggle. Kristen didn't look different, Filipe only lost 15 pounds, Laura maintained, etc... I hope they can succeed for the finale!>>

No, sorry, I've never watched the show b4.

Damnit I had to skip past those last two posts because I haven't seen it yet and I didn't want to read all the juicy good details!!!

This week is going good so far! I feel like I'm a little more on track than the past couple weeks.

Aside from waking up late and being late for work today, things are grand.

Back to school.... back to schoooool... to prove to my dad I am not a fool....

Sorry! I made it so that you have to highlight the txt in order to read - that way you are less tempted to look

Sooo...I went swimming yesterday. It was....interesting, to say the least.

In my shiny new swimdress, in a country where I have never seen the inside of a swimming pool. Feeling like a whale in a swimdress. Not a good start.....*lol*

I made it in there without making too much of an arse out of myself. The place is ratty, at least I think so, but the best there is around here. Maybe I am just spoiled, but I am used to better - bigger pools, better hygiene, better everything. Everything in there was run down, half the showers didn't work, stuff like that. But as said, I might just be spoiled.

Anyway, apart from that, it was really okay. I was in what was called 'Adults only' swim, and part of the pool was sectioned off for adult learners. So that took the attention away from everybody else. There were a lot of older people there, just making their rounds, but there was also a 'fast lane', for those who didn't like the granny pace.

I got to talk to some people, they were all pretty friendly. Several guys, all about my size and even bigger, were making their rounds there. They met in a pub and decided to get fit together, now they go swimming twice a week. Guess what days I'm gonna go from now on? *lol* It's just nicer not to be totally on my own. And they were really friendly and fun.

So yeah, it was okay. Did 45 minutes of solid swimming, not paddling or hanging about in the water. Proper swimming. Afterwards I thought I would die. I felt SOOOOO heavy when I came out of the water. And now I am aching, all over. Everything hurts, especially my shoulders. But it's all good.

I was really....well, not scared to go in there, but I felt uneasy. I am usually pretty good at putting on a 'fuck off' facade, but let's face it - some of the looks and remarks DO hurt, no matter what. But I got none of that, which made me feel a hell lot better, and more motivated to go again.

And a nice little thing happened when I came back into the dressing room. I had one of those swimdresses - like a bathing suit with a little skirt on it. Hides the bulge on the thighs a little. Anyway, a little girl came over to me, about....maybe 5 or 6. I was dreading what she'd say, because kids can be pretty cruel, at that age usually unintentional, but that doesn't make it any better. In any case, she came over, stood in front of me, hands on her hips, and said "You know what? My mum has a bathing suit just like that, but you look much nicer in it!" And then she went off again. Made me smile......

Sorry for the rambling....I'm done now.

Hope everybody is okay and doing well!

That's great San. Kids are funny that way... It sounds like it turned out alright in the end. I cannot swim, I need those lil floaties, I can tread but I'm a sinker.

DWWise I wanna do that now too with my txt, maybe in my journal.

Haha... I'm a spoiler freak (I search for them on the web for movies, tv shows, books, etc...) so I am very familiar with the 'white text' trick

I did notice that your journal had lots of style!

LMAO seriously I am such a noob. I want to stream some movies.

I like color, it adds a lil KICK to my day!!

i am a movie fanatic i have a site i go to and watch them all.. watching obsessed tonight or fighting. i hook my laptop right up to my tv so i can watch it big screen....

well i thought it would be cool to use the exercise bike with my sprained ankle sinc there was no impact. Wow was i wrong. I didn't notice it hurting while i was exercising but as the day continued my ankle began to swell. At one point I ended up taking my shoe off at work to relieve some of the pressure. My boss ended up sending me home because it freaked her out lol. None of the gyms here have a pool so im kinda at a loss for cardio. Any suggestions?