[Kevi12]

YEAHHHH! I feel much better today haha I played such good bball this morning cause I took a rest yesterday lol. I also ate ALOT as in ALOT of crawfish xD I ate like 5 lbs or more haha

[veronandez86]

Originally Posted by nataliejo

Well Everyone.
I have a great day of no binging! and no actual want to, it was wierd. I was in these restaraunts, but I actually refused to have anything with my sandwhich. They offered everything and anything to replace the fries, but I told them I just wanted the sandwhich and would pay the same price for it. I figured the sandwhich was enough and it was small. I am sure it packed on calories. I ate it all, but I didnt binge. I did have an ice cream and it was worth it. Haven't had one in ages! It felt good just to splurge in that moment. but I know its just for that moment. There are chips undone in this house, Godiva right next to me, I could open and months Ago I would have, but I am not. I have no interest in it. I had my ice cream and thats all I needed. And my family wants me to go out and eat with them, but I think I am going to refuse and just stay home. We are supposed to go down to Boston, but in all seriousness I don't want to go down to Boston, as thrilling as it can be, I just don't feel like it. I would rather stay home, take my hour walks and I am loving this whole route thing. Havent done it again yet, but tomorrow I will be doing it. It will be done in the morning around 11:00 -12:00 pm.. I like to avoid the kids. So I go out in the morning when they are lazy and sleeping and if there are kids who want to be nasty I have decided to keep the headphones on in my area, but to take them off when I am on the main road, I dont care if peeps throw insults, I am actually happy these days and feel very strong. Maybe not completely emotionally ..a long distance relationship is hard, but I have done it before.

oh and Alex tried to solicite sex from me, my ex. Thats the only reason he wanted me to visit, Jerkbutt! So I told him no sa and hung up. I talked with him today .. I had to find someone to go on about Peter. He didnt appreciate it, but thats what it costs to have me as a friend, because he is only a friend lol and thats all he will be, and no benefits come with the friendship... I am not interested in being a slut... or what I consider I would be if I slept with him, plus cheated on Peter, Peter has actually become pretty important to me over the last five weeks and it feels good being around him. Alex isnt worth much, just someone to talk with sometimes if your down and if you up, but I am not visiting him. He is so ..low sometimes... he only thinks with one thing and its not with his brain...

oh well
ttylater girls and guys
love yas
natalie jo

The ice cream I've been getting lately have been either the Skinny Cow brand or the 100 calorie ice creams. Haha... how oxymoron is that name... Skinny Cow.

Wow! I'd want to avoid the kids too. Sometimes I wish I could just go kick their behinds because alot of them are cruel. Anyway, it's good that if they do mock you while walking, that you dont get upset. I think that's why I dont like walking outside. I'm afraid of the mocking and I'm a little intimidated by all the skinny fit people walking / running around. Hehe...

OMG about Alex!! I can't believe he would call you just for that! I'm sure. I'm sorry but some guys can be total idiots. Eerr, how guys who dont think with their actual brain and only with Junior's brain bugs me so. Haha.. i think its funny that you call Alex to talk to someone about Peter. I bet it eats him up that you are finally happy. I'm glad for you Natalie. Good luck with Peter. BTW... how far away does he live from you if he's afraid you'll find someone closer?

Veronica

[veronandez86]

My weigh in for the April 2 lb Challengs is tomorrow. I think I did good this week. When I weighed myself today, because I was curious, it showed 250.5, so my weight in has to be good tomorrow afternoon because I was wearing clothes when I weighed myself. Normally i just weigh myself in my underclothes.


Great Job for everyone who lost weight, kept to their calories, tried a new exercise, or just stepped up their game! GO TEAM GO!!!

[Lilhun88]

Well... I did something horrible yesterday...

I cant even understand why, and cause of that im highly dissapointed in myself.
I ate pizza. well actually two.
I just got an phone call from my ex. and he was being a total jerk. So I phoned the pizza company and ordered two normal sized pizza's. Im so ashamed of myself. gahh

Well, the good thing is that im going to eat only veggies for two days, and then only live with juice and water for couple days, to clean my body, and then start all over again with proper weight losing. This time, I wont eat junk food. EVER AGAIN.

[veronandez86]

LilHun,

Boys are jerks. That's what your ex is... a boy, because a real man wouldn't call you up just to hurt you.

Don't worry about the pizza binge. I've learned that in order to be successful at this, you have got to learn how to Forgive and Forget. Punishing yourself or being ashamed is only going to hinder your progress... Today is a new day and you will start anew. And I think that eating just fruits and vegetables is a great way to detox yourself. However, I'm unsure about only going on juice and water for a few days after that. That to me, in my opinion, is just as bad as starving yourself.

Anyway, good luck starting over again. I'm rooting for you to succeed and remember to not be so harsh on yourself. This is only just the beginning and once you get a hang of it, this journey will start getting along smoothly.

Take Care Hun.

[Korrie]

Yea, i have to agree...your post comes across as wanting to punish yourself by only having the fruits and veggies. Thats just not healthy hun. Forgive yourself and start eating healthier today!

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

YEAHHHH! I feel much better today haha I played such good bball this morning cause I took a rest yesterday lol. I also ate ALOT as in ALOT of crawfish xD I ate like 5 lbs or more haha

Kevi that is so awesome!! I miss Basket ball. It was so much fun, but since high school .. no basket ball for me! lol but its all good...

anyway awesome!
Your doing wonderful
keep up the good work hun


love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by veronandez86

My weigh in for the April 2 lb Challengs is tomorrow. I think I did good this week. When I weighed myself today, because I was curious, it showed 250.5, so my weight in has to be good tomorrow afternoon because I was wearing clothes when I weighed myself. Normally i just weigh myself in my underclothes.


Great Job for everyone who lost weight, kept to their calories, tried a new exercise, or just stepped up their game! GO TEAM GO!!!

My weigh ins are on Saturday, so I weighed in on the fourth on the April 2 pounds challenge! I know you are going to get a good weigh in hun. You have been working really hard! Keep it up hun!

and that is very oxymoronish lol Skinny cow lmao

and as far as walking outside, I just put my headphones in and blast and all I hear are garble, no actual voices ..its great...and once I leave where the area the kids are in, Its all good, I turn my head phones down or now, just take them off so I can feel the breeze and what not. They are used to me getting out and walking anyway, they don't really say anything anymore..

ttylater hun
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Lilhun88

Well... I did something horrible yesterday...

I cant even understand why, and cause of that im highly dissapointed in myself.
I ate pizza. well actually two.
I just got an phone call from my ex. and he was being a total jerk. So I phoned the pizza company and ordered two normal sized pizza's. Im so ashamed of myself. gahh

Well, the good thing is that im going to eat only veggies for two days, and then only live with juice and water for couple days, to clean my body, and then start all over again with proper weight losing. This time, I wont eat junk food. EVER AGAIN.

Lilhun,
Thats not the way to get back on track, just try to eat normal, or what you think would be normal, maybe three meals a day...ect... and just go on ...don't feel horrid... just know its in the past...and thats what it is ...just the past and move on ...one thing I will suggest is to drink a tons of water... water will detox your body ...

so but you dont need to only live on what you say you will ...you will starve yourself and all the weight will come back piling on if you eat that way or more weight than you want will come piling back on ...

just eat the way .. like three meals a day ..try to hit your normal calories in take ..hopefully around 1200 or more...

ttylater hun
love yas
your friend
always
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by newbride02

Yea, i have to agree...your post comes across as wanting to punish yourself by only having the fruits and veggies. Thats just not healthy hun. Forgive yourself and start eating healthier today!

Hey newbride!!
Nice to see you here!
I hope all is finding you well!

always
love yas
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Well I still haven't come off my high after having seen Peter, still floating across that blue sky lmao

he really moves me. I think I may be falling chickas ..we have been talking now for six weeks and I see him again in a couple weeks... he is getting this pc tech job... I hope he will have time to come up, he says he will make time.. which feels good... he says he isnt going anywhere... and he asked me If I plan to go anywhere, meaning leave the relationship and I said no. The only way this will end is if he goes anywhere lol so we are happy!

anyway ... I am happy .. I did weigh in at 273, but you know what .. I am just flucuating between the two weigh ins .. I will wait to take it seriously until something doesnt move.. At least I know I am under 274, and that makes me feel like a million bucks!!

ttylater
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

I am pondering whether to go for a walk. Its so cold and nasty out. Not nice weather, looks like any minute the sky is going to open up and all this rain is going to be dumped on us lol I am going to go look outside to see if I want to walk. I am not too worried today. I lost my breath when we were walking near the beach, for once I lost my breath lol too walking on level ground next to the beach to do it .. I felt like a weakling lol bad hun? After being able to walk with out losing breath, I was like wow I just got my ass kicked in a little..lol I guess it was bound to happen.. I hope I can do it again and again and again ..until I reach my goal.. Holy Meow... he loves car racing ..its on all today and he is glued to the tv.. not talking very much lol oh well ..what can you say ..lol there are those hobbies.

love yas
always
natalie jo

[Lilhun88]

Well, fastning(spelling?) aint that bad to be honest, and im not going to continue it forever only 2-3 days. My mother is doing that aswell, for 2 -3 days. Its just to detox and get rid of all the bad umm things(?) dont know the correct word in english.

Its not as an punishment for me. I was just a bit dissapointed in myself, and im over it.

Congratulations natalie. I hope all goes well with Peter

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Lilhun88

Well, fastning(spelling?) aint that bad to be honest, and im not going to continue it forever only 2-3 days. My mother is doing that aswell, for 2 -3 days. Its just to detox and get rid of all the bad umm things(?) dont know the correct word in english.

Its not as an punishment for me. I was just a bit dissapointed in myself, and im over it.

Congratulations natalie. I hope all goes well with Peter

Thanks Lilhun,
and if you feel that a 2-3 day fast is what you need, than do it. There are a lot of people here that do that ...
I hope it works for you ..

and drink lots of water! lol

ttylater hun
love yas
always
natalie jo

[veronandez86]

HI All!

My weigh in was today... and now I am at 249.0! Woo Hooie! I'm glad...

See Ya everyone! Good Luck!

Veronica