[veronandez86]

Originally Posted by nataliejo

Everyone,
I think I am growing attached to Peter, and he is turning out to possibly be a huge butt wipe, using good language there ehmm but you know what I really want to say. I will keep you all updated. I dont think he likes talking with me anyway. UGH love cometh and goeth ..oh well ..what can I say ..damn! Why do I grow attached so fast! damn damn damn!

ttylater
love yas all
natalie jo ..boo hoo! hmm lol

Aww... that's too bad to hear. I know you really liked him. Well, dont worry girl, you will find someone else when the time comes. So sorry.

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by veronandez86

Aww... that's too bad to hear. I know you really liked him. Well, dont worry girl, you will find someone else when the time comes. So sorry.

Actually another guy emailed me. I am just going to see what happens between Peter and I. I was going to smile at the guy, but I was thinking I shouldnt jump the gun and it might look like more than "window shopping" if you know what I mean. So I will just stay cool .. I have been kind of borderline on his butt, so I think I understand why he doesnt want to talk with me, plus I really wasnt moving my butt in finding a way to come down. Go down actually to his place, he doesnt want to be the only one committing to transportation, and he doesnt want to kill his car. It might make a shorter day for us, but maybe it will prove to him that I am in it, and in it good. I just think he is afraid he will have to make long drives all the time up, this way I looked at some buses going through South Station Boston and Grey Hound Worcester MA and I have figured out a route to go to meet him by his house. So I shall do my part in the relationship, if he is still interested. We will see.. hmm

ttylater
love yas
and I think I have lost one pound. But I kind of drank a frapachinno mocha and had a iced latte from dunkin, and a boston creame donut!! lmao

but I am all good from now on, until three months now I figure one donut wont kill me.. its been three months since I had a donut ..but the ice coffes, well having so many is a bad thing. Havent been taken in the water, but I have water next to me now. and will only drink water for the rest of the week.. will stay focused and I will have a loss this week, back to 272!! Here I come lol

ttylater
love yas
natalie jo

[Kevi12]

Woohooo, this girl hit my car today! and wasted my 2 hrs for nothing -_-. I told her changing information is better and she insisted to call the police so we did and waited 2 hrs. The police both told us we were gonna get a citation, because she hit my car and I was parking illegaly, which i don't care cause everyone do it. He said it wouldn't hurt my driving record and my insurance, but the girl's would. So we ended up changing information... *sighs* waste of my 2 hrs!!!!

[pink clouds]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

Woohooo, this girl hit my car today! and wasted my 2 hrs for nothing -_-. I told her changing information is better and she insisted to call the police so we did and waited 2 hrs. The police both told us we were gonna get a citation, because she hit my car and I was parking illegaly, which i don't care cause everyone do it. He said it wouldn't hurt my driving record and my insurance, but the girl's would. So we ended up changing information... *sighs* waste of my 2 hrs!!!!

oye ve! What a nerd she is...

[pink clouds]

Originally Posted by nataliejo

Actually another guy emailed me. I am just going to see what happens between Peter and I. I was going to smile at the guy, but I was thinking I shouldnt jump the gun and it might look like more than "window shopping" if you know what I mean. So I will just stay cool .. I have been kind of borderline on his butt, so I think I understand why he doesnt want to talk with me, plus I really wasnt moving my butt in finding a way to come down. Go down actually to his place, he doesnt want to be the only one committing to transportation, and he doesnt want to kill his car. It might make a shorter day for us, but maybe it will prove to him that I am in it, and in it good. I just think he is afraid he will have to make long drives all the time up, this way I looked at some buses going through South Station Boston and Grey Hound Worcester MA and I have figured out a route to go to meet him by his house. So I shall do my part in the relationship, if he is still interested. We will see.. hmm

ttylater
love yas
and I think I have lost one pound. But I kind of drank a frapachinno mocha and had a iced latte from dunkin, and a boston creame donut!! lmao

but I am all good from now on, until three months now I figure one donut wont kill me.. its been three months since I had a donut ..but the ice coffes, well having so many is a bad thing. Havent been taken in the water, but I have water next to me now. and will only drink water for the rest of the week.. will stay focused and I will have a loss this week, back to 272!! Here I come lol

ttylater
love yas
natalie jo

Hmmm Nataliejo,

This is Pink Clouds talking...the one that shuns the very appearance of men flirting with me but alas I have something I need to say here....I do not feel comfortable with you taking the bus to go see him. Maybe because I'm from Florida, i don't know how things are in the parts you're from, but I do not think the Greyhound is the safest thing in the world. I understand his point, and I know you want to be fair, and I am definitely not trying to tell you what to do, but I do not feel good about it. I know I am not in the relationship and I am far from knowing everything, but for some reason it does not sit well with me for you to travel to see him by yourself on the greyhound. Maybe he can just come less often or something. Not trying to be invasive darlin' or overstep my boundaries, but it just really does not feel good to me for some reason.

Okay now that I have said that

I love mocha frappuccinos and I also like coffee coolattas with a reasonable amount of milk. Maybe I will do that tomorrow so I know I will at least have breakfast...although, that is not really breakfast I guess LOL. Maybe I will just do strawberries and porridge or low salt low sugar 4oz rice pudding. I did not really feel like eating today but I did good I made myself eat all three meals So maybe I am getting better? Maybe not...It took me like 2 hours to decide what I would eat for dinner if anything because i just felt like coming home and doing nothing. Well I am sure this is temporary whatever this is, I have never felt like this before.

Have a good nite all and a wonderful day tomorrow!!

[Dreamer2015]

hrm. ok, so when one first starts out dieting... its normal to lose quickly... and this is going to be mostly 'water' weight... right? Either my scale is lying to me or it IS coming off quickly to start with... its all good, but I just dont want to get too aweful excited... but im down about 9 in a week... BUT i dont really feel it as far as clothes go yet.. thats why im suspicious..

I totally had a dream where I was eating icecream... im not sure if im craving it now, but im thinking that it felt pretty real in the dream. That would be a nice way to deal with cravings... to be able to indulge in the dream world. Too bad its not always a controlable place...

have a good one
~amyjo

[nataliejo]

Hey all

Pink lol The bus is fine hun. I have ridden busses half my life by myself. I take myself down to down town boston and my sister and I go on the T, now the T can be dangerous. Muggers, what not. but really its all good. Busses are so safe, they really are. And especially the Greyhound, you have to do them by reservation, which I will be doing this week on my CCard. But seriously it is all safe. And I trust Peter, as far as being in his hometown. He has less activity than we do. We have more bad elements than they do. He has a seven year old daughter and they are quite safe down there. I did a check on a site of the area in which he lives, not bad at all. He wants to move more into the city and I would love to do that myself. You never know what could happen, u know. I have my bank account down in MA, so regardless if I am with him or someone else I am moving down to MA, and will be riding MASS Transit everyday, which I absolutely love. The only thing I wont do, is get on a plane lol I refuse to get on a plane, I would rather drive all the way to California, which I might do someday, than fly. I think Driving would be fun anyway, you can time them during the festivals and what not through out the country. I would love to go to Seattle Washington lol thats where my sister wants to move to. Or see the Oriental gardens in Oreagon lol there is a lot to see in America and thats where I plan to do all my traveling. I have taken Amtrack in the middle of the night down to Manhatten NYC ..its all good with the travel hun .. I travel quite frequently lol

but anyway, I used to go down to Alex's down to down town boston every weekend and he was teaching me MASS Transit, because I would be moving down there someday.
u know?

And about Peter, as far as I know he is just looking because he likes looking at bigger women. Thats fine. I look at other men allll the time, especially during the summer and Peter admitted he does the same thing, well not look at men, but at women. Because I dont care who I am with, if I see a surfer .. I am totally looking ...staring ..drueling. He might not like my "window shopping" actually. His is probably going to be harmless, but I am horrid. I am hot for men, what can I say, when I see a nice piece of "butt" lol .. I always have to look, and I do like thinner men than Peter, but Peter is a total cutie. He isnt saying I am annoying anymore, the same things Alex found annoying he did too..and thats asking whether he still wanted to be with me all the time, ect. Thats my borderline ...I need to get control over it and I think I am..

anyway
I shall ttylater
love yas


btw ..back down to 272.2 Pounds!! yipee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

I am getting to be a hottie. AND I dont even need Peter's validation. We took two pics yesterday of me. I look damn hot. I look like I weigh 250 about, but I am still 272.2, but the stomach is going so in, I am loving this girls and guys. I can't believe how much my body has gone down in size. I cant believe what 48 pounds can do to someone! I am so happy, "fanning myself" I might just faint from excitement lmao I tried to put them up in my journal, but the pic is way too big.. I dont know what to do. I have before, inbetween from than and now, Ive got nows...I wanted to put them up, but no matter how much I make them smaller, they still are not small enough, Any suggestions would be lovely?

ttylater lovies
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[maleficent]

get an account at Image hosting, free photo sharing & video sharing at Photobucket and link the images from there..

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by maleficent

get an account at Image hosting, free photo sharing & video sharing at Photobucket and link the images from there..

Thanks Mal,
will do!
I appreciate it!

always
love yas
natalie jo

[Kevi12]

Woohooo, i'm totally F*cked, that b*tch's insurance is not valid, the car is not covered! We are trying to find a way to fix the bumper.

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

Woohooo, i'm totally F*cked, that b*tch's insurance is not valid, the car is not covered! We are trying to find a way to fix the bumper.

Holy meow, How bad is the bumper messed up Kevi?

ttylater
always
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Dreamer2015

hrm. ok, so when one first starts out dieting... its normal to lose quickly... and this is going to be mostly 'water' weight... right? Either my scale is lying to me or it IS coming off quickly to start with... its all good, but I just dont want to get too aweful excited... but im down about 9 in a week... BUT i dont really feel it as far as clothes go yet.. thats why im suspicious..

I totally had a dream where I was eating icecream... im not sure if im craving it now, but im thinking that it felt pretty real in the dream. That would be a nice way to deal with cravings... to be able to indulge in the dream world. Too bad its not always a controlable place...

have a good one
~amyjo

Actually the first fifteen is pure water weight I heard, than after that its fat. So just keep trecking hun. And when you are heavier it does come of a little quicker, but as you go down in the scale its slows down. But some people lose weight faster than others too. Just be happy no matter what you lose. Some weeks you wont lose anything, other weeks you will lose some ozs... others weeks you will lose two pounds. Be happy even with the ozs ...

best wishes
natalie jo

[Kevi12]

It's not that bad, but the fact is that I hate how they lied to us, not contacting. It would've been fine, but dang lie and giving wrong information is not right.

[pink clouds]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

It's not that bad, but the fact is that I hate how they lied to us, not contacting. It would've been fine, but dang lie and giving wrong information is not right.

I can't believe she wanted to wait for the police. What a nerd!!