[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by pink clouds

its good to make them longer gradually. I am so happy that you are feeling better even if its just a little better. We all have those down times, but you are doing so great and are a real trooper. Just keep sticking things through darlin and you will come out on top. I really have faith that you will meet and exceed your goals...just keep persevering as you are!! You've come a long way and you're a real trooper. Look at that fish swimming on your ticker! Shoot my flower is getting so soaked under the same cloud And you have much more accomplishments to come

Hey Pink

Feeling even more better, just haven't been motivated to come on here much, but I have lost to 272.2 because of good activity and cutting down on everything I eat... eating less.. very important!

So I am working on increasing the walk and I went for a fifteen minute bike ride yesterday, it felt so good I am going again ..

ttylater hun
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by veronandez86

I got a question for you ladies.

My best friend Cal was just recently engaged to this lieing wench named Secrete. (Yes, her birthname is Secrete). Well, I call all the guys I know Sweetie, Hun, Babe... blah blah blah. So, I call my friend Cal 'Sweetie' whenever I see him and have been doing so since we were 16 and now we're 22.

So, I guess I called him Sweetie while Secrete was around and she got super jealous. In fact, he stopped talking to me for a few months and now that he broke off their engagement, started talking to me again. Said he felt like such an a$$ because he stopped talking to me but it was because Secrete told him to. Just because I love him to death, I forgave him for actually taking orders from this lieing wench by not talking to me. Also, all she had to do was tell me she was uncomfortable with me calling him Sweetie and I would have stopped, but I guess it was easier to just order him to stop talking to me all together.

Well, Secrete is 'FRIENDLY', if you know what I mean, and was cheating and lieing to Cal the whole time they were engaged. So, was it even right for this ho to even get upset over the fact that I call him Sweetie? Get upset over our friendship that she even told him to not talk to me anymore?

Here is my question to you all tho:
Would you or have any of you ever told your boyfriends / husbands to stop talking to one of their friends who are female? Especially for this reason? I know I wouldn't.

Eh, I just blame it on her being barely 19.

Well I did tell him to stop talking with one person, because I found a love letter from his friend and it scared the sh** out of me. and He was going to meet his friend that night, I thought for sure something was going to happen between them. So I talked with him and he kind of looked down. Was not happy at all!

so thats why I demanded that he not talk with this person. The love letter just drove me over. It was so horrid guys. "I have been thinking about you lately and how handsome you are. And I miss you a lot and blah blah blah" well ttylater
love yas
always
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by nataliejo

Well I did tell him to stop talking with one person, because I found a love letter from his friend and it scared the sh** out of me. and He was going to meet his friend that night, I thought for sure something was going to happen between them. So I talked with him and he kind of looked down. Was not happy at all!

so thats why I demanded that he not talk with this person. The love letter just drove me over. It was so horrid guys. "I have been thinking about you lately and how handsome you are. And I miss you a lot and blah blah blah" well ttylater
love yas
always
natalie jo

btw,. this was with my ex bf.. not my new bf lol just to make that clear! lol my new bf still goes on the bbw site, so I dont think I can do too much if something was to occurr, just break up with him ..

ok folks
laterz

[Hope2]

veronandez,

Unforchunatly LOTS of guys do this. And the women are almost allways wrong for them, that put on those kinds of ristrictions. Unless the relationship has proven infidelity with that particular "friend", no restrictions should EVER be put on anyone with friendship. That is not the kind of relationship that anyone really wants. You can not let insecurities drive your relationship, and at the end of the day you have what ever you have with that individual.

I think you did the right thing and let him back in your life, that was very mature of you! You both value your friendship and hopefully he learned a leason about letting a woman's unreasonable demands control his friendships. Hopefully he will never do that again.

I never, ever restricted my husband. I also did not care if he thought someone was atractive. There were many girls that were our friends, that had crushes on him over the years. But he was with me, so it didn't matter. You have what you have, like I said. Now latter on he did have an affair, but it had nothing to really do with our marriage, it had to do with our age. My h and I are seperated, and he is living with that woman as we speak. If he and I do reconsile, I just want her out of his life. That would not trikle down to his other friendships with women. You have to be confident with what you do have, friendship, or relationship wise. And with your self, if your not, you will try to restric other people.

The best thing to do with an insicure person is to reashure them. Not change your friends, or cut people out of your life. There are many reasons for the insecurity, and everyone has some type, who ever is stronger emotionaly in the relationship, if they care about the relationship, has the "burden" of helping the other become more secure. And more able to just acsept there love, without a "pertective" wall around it.

[Hope2]

veronandez,

Yeah I read your diary entry, I can't remember if I posted you something on there, my sister called me. Don't worry about it.. Oh and the test abnormality thing, lots of women have that, some women allways have it be abnormal.. So don't worry, it's not onushual... (just in case I didn't post that on your diary) I'm glade your back!

I don't know ever since I saw the biggest looser a couple days ago I've been very bumbed about my weight loss. Like I'm not doing enough...????

I'm really suposed to be eating more calories, but I'm scared to, I'm thinking about trying it out though. I just don't want to dimolish my progress. I thought I was eating the right amount, but I think it's still a little to low. Scary...

Nat, Glade to see your back!!! Your doing great!!!

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

hmm i guess i won't build that much muscles then! haha j/k
I'm planning on just getting a little cut and that's pretty much it. haha and oh
this might be my fetish, but I love girls with big boobs and curvy waist. It just turns a 16 year old boy on haha.

lmao
this has turned into quite the thread lol Hope, Kevi, wow! lol
I like men with some muscle, but not a lot. I prefer men with a little pudge now. Peter has a little pudge, but he is 6'2 and 211 pounds, but he is losing weight, but I swear he is the hottest man I know lol but I have had hot men, all of my men have been hot, but Alex and Peter have been the hottest, other than Jake, who looked like a Calvin Klein Model, but a bad attitude. and he dressed like one too

but Kevi you are too cute lol
best wishes in catching those young girls hearts! lol
ttylater
always
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by veronandez86

Hey Everyone!

Hope you are all doing great on your weight loss progress! Sorry I've been MIA for a week. Had some personal problems come up and I've completely threw away all that I've been working towards.

I swear, I've probably gained back all the weight I lost so far. So, I'm going to get a bit more stict on myself.

Later,
Veronica

BTW, Kevi, I'm not really the type of girl who looks at guys' booties. I'm a leg gal. LoL... I dont know what it is, but I like long slender defined calves on a man. Hmmm... is that weird?

no that is not weird Vernioca, to each his or her own...

I am turned on by darker men and I am turned on by a booty, the ass is my favorite too look at, if they have a mighty fine ass, well I am there... lol

but anyway .. you go girl!

and btw about your friend, I understand completely, Peter doesnt want me to be friends with any guys. lol its kind of hillarious. I was talking with Alex last night, because Peter was busy playing a pool tournament. He asked me what I was doing. I told him I was talking with a friend, since he was too busy ..he was like

"Is it a man?"
and I was like you could call him a man, but its trully my girlfriend lmao
than he wondered if I was straight! lmao I really had him going lol
so I told him no .. its a girl thats a friend ..lol
he had no clue lol
but Alex and I have patched up our friendship, we are doing good
and so are Peter and I

but I can understand where you are too coming from, because Alex almost stopped talking with me, because of Ellen. you know.. he wouldnt talk with me ..so ..it sucked for a time, but he is talking again ..
its hard when you think you have lost a good friend

well best wishes hun
ttylater
hope you feel better soon
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Hope2

Great news Kevi!!! Thought you were swearing off exercise for a little while, gees are you saying it's going to get adictive?! Great, lol!!!

Pink I'm glade to see you motivated!!! And that the Gym is working for you!! You can keep going !!!

Nat, You TOO!!!! You've been "quite" today... Are you ok hon, is something bugging ya?

KunoichiEmi,

Yeah, didn't keep up with the show, I've been way to busy. I'm sure I'll have some hangy skin too when all said and done, I'm not a miricale worker. My poor tummy has bin streached and unstreached 5 times, yikes... But I want my skin to move with me, ya know. Exercise is important, and although some people can get to there goal weight without it, I don't want to! I want a fit body , not just a thin body!!!

I'm doing ok guys. Going through some personal things. But I haven't fallen off the wagon, lol. I'm still counting my calories, exerciseing, and moving as much as posible. I went on a great feild trip with my youngest son today and that was really great, we saw sharks and manatees, stingrays, etc.. It was really fun and we had 3 hours of walking!!!! Oh and although all my measurments are the same, waist, hips, arms, neck, as six days ago and I have not lost any weight since then, not even a pound. My butt is still shrinking down, which is weird, but yes sir I think I'll take what I can get!!!

Hope everyone is feeling motivated!!! We rock!!!

yea hope .. I was quiet ... you noticed! of course you guys would. I write a million replies in here lmao
Well I found out I was taking enough anti deppressant. I have missing one pill. We have went up and down with this pill....so I thought I only took two ..so for the past month or so .. I have only been taking two, when I was supposed to take three, well today I feel excellent, because I took the actual dosage I was supposed to take and thanks for noticing hun .. I bet you all did!
you all make such wonderful friends!

love you all
natalie jo always

[nataliejo]

I am back down from 275.4 to 272.2 pounds! Took a lot of focus and hard work. yikes. I didnt think I would do it, and I am not even taking the second metaformin, so still fighting the metabolic syndrome... but I did it guys and gals!! Whoot Whoot!

I love you all
your my bestest friend
love yas
always
natalie jo

**hugs**

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Hope2

veronandez,

Yeah I read your diary entry, I can't remember if I posted you something on there, my sister called me. Don't worry about it.. Oh and the test abnormality thing, lots of women have that, some women allways have it be abnormal.. So don't worry, it's not onushual... (just in case I didn't post that on your diary) I'm glade your back!

I don't know ever since I saw the biggest looser a couple days ago I've been very bumbed about my weight loss. Like I'm not doing enough...????

I'm really suposed to be eating more calories, but I'm scared to, I'm thinking about trying it out though. I just don't want to dimolish my progress. I thought I was eating the right amount, but I think it's still a little to low. Scary...

Nat, Glade to see your back!!! Your doing great!!!

aww thanks hun!
V I am going to your diary. Sounds like you are going through what I have gone through

love yas
always
natalie jo

[Hope2]

natalie jo,

HAHA, lol Kevi is young enough to date my daughter, lol.. But my daughter can't date, she's not allowed, poor baby, lol.. Your to funny Nat! All 16 year old boys like big tata's and curves, well a hell of a lot of them at least. I've warned my 15 year old daughter big time, lol. Shoot my 14 year old son, notices too, he just is modest about it, and when I joke with him he gets all grossed out and whines "moooom, stop". Kevi asked if us ladies liked buts, lol... That's what that whole convorsation got started.

Glad your doing well in all ways now that the little pill has made your day smiley! I've been managing depreshion on my own for the last 6 years. I am way better then I was, so hopfully someday no depreshion. Just need to figure out my life right now. Big desishions.

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Hope2

natalie jo,

HAHA, lol Kevi is young enough to date my daughter, lol.. But my daughter can't date, she's not allowed, poor baby, lol.. Your to funny Nat! All 16 year old boys like big tata's and curves, well a hell of a lot of them at least. I've warned my 15 year old daughter big time, lol. Shoot my 14 year old son, notices too, he just is modest about it, and when I joke with him he gets all grossed out and whines "moooom, stop". Kevi asked if us ladies liked buts, lol... That's what that whole convorsation got started.

Glad your doing well in all ways now that the little pill has made your day smiley! I've been managing depreshion on my own for the last 6 years. I am way better then I was, so hopfully someday no depreshion. Just need to figure out my life right now. Big desishions.

Kevi asked if we liked buts,
well just a shout out to Kevi. I love medium sized butts, but men are stuck with whatever butts they are graced with, but I love a little of a plump butt. Nice curvature in the ass. But I love my bfs ass, even though its straight lol but I love it anyway, maybe thats because I have fallen in love with him I think ..well its all good

Thanks Hope and its awesome you are managing your depression so well. I am happy I figured out I needed that one more effexor like the doc scripted for me

well ttylater
love yas
always
natalie jo

[veronandez86]

The stuff Kevi is learning by talking with all us women. LoL. But hey, what better way to learn how girls think and all that other than jumping right into the conversation with us!


Oh as for what I was saying earlier. Not only did Secrete tell Calvert to stop talking to me, she was even trying to get her sister-in-law Ana to stop talking to me. I met Ana through Cal because she's married to his best friend Shane, and me and Ana are besties now also. Eh, but Secrete is all screwed up. Didn't like me from the day she met me because I wouldn't lie to Cal for her. But maybe that's why she was getting jealous, I'm always with Ana and since her Husband is in Iraq, Cal is always with her helping her raise Cheyenne and stuff.... so me being with Ana all the time, means me being with Cal alot of the time. Eh, I'm a girl and I dont even get girls logic...

So Kevi, if you are ever confused about girls and just dont get them, you're not alone buddie, I'm in that same boat. LoL.

Eh, I hope this doesn't happen with all of my friends. Now that I think about it, I honestly only have 3 girl friends and the rest of them are guys. Oohh... I hope it doesn't happen more, because then I'd be friendless.

Thanks for all of your thoughts tho. It's helped bunches.

[Kevi12]

Haha, I really don't understand a girl's feeling. All my gf's I only said I love you 3 times. Those words are too big for me xD. And Hope, looking out for your daughter is good . Girl's these days are crazy!

[pink clouds]

Everytime I read "Secrete" I think about:

se·crete 1 /sɪˈkrit/ [si-kreet]
–verb (used with object), -cret·ed, -cret·ing.
to discharge, generate, or release by the process of secretion

se·crete 1 (sĭ-krēt')
tr.v. se·cret·ed, se·cret·ing, se·cret·es
To generate and separate (a substance) from cells or bodily fluids: secrete digestive juices.