[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by veronandez86

I have a doctors appointment today and after weighing myself today, I'm so proud of myself.

When I went a month ago I weighted 251 pounds.

Now I weight 244! Woo Hoo!!

This was a good month. Correction... a great month!

Congrats Veronica!!

Whoot Whoot!

ttylater
love yas
always
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by spartacus26

Don't you just hate that? Sometimes it's all the courage I can muster to step on that thing. And I know there's a post about the Scale Mentality that I revisit every now and then, but still, I can handle 100 teens in a day, but stepping up 1.5 inches scares the crap out of me.

What's worse, though (I learned from Weight Watchers), is thinking that you've done a really perfectly great job and finding out that you mysteriously gained 3 pounds instead of losing. At least it's just me looking and not some smug blonde ***** (not that I hate blondes, but it's easier to imagine them blonde).

Have a great Tuesday!!!

Hey Spartacus!

I know the scale mentality... I am so afraid of jumping on the scale tomorrow .. I jumped on today and have gained six pounds. I am so upset.. totally understand the fear of jumping on the scale ...

You sound like you are doing excellent!!

You go girl!

love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

Wow! Let's party Veronica!!! Good job on that 7 lbs lost. I partied for you lol I drank some MD 20/20 with some friends today after skipping school for the first time haha!

Don't miss out too much on school. Once in a while is fine, but becareful ...the future catches up fast and life goes by ... becareful ...

ttylater Kevi ...

love yas
always
natalie jo

[Kevi12]

School is over for me man, all my grades are As I need like -300 pts to get an A in all my classes so i'm fine loll.

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

School is over for me man, all my grades are As I need like -300 pts to get an A in all my classes so i'm fine loll.

Congrats Kevi,
Thats wicked awesome! Keep it up!
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Ok so Jay and Derek dig me and I dig them and I like them equally and I hate this, I am falling for both of them. I need to figure out what I am going to do, both are jealous of each other. I have never had this problem girls and Kevi (if you are curious lol) lol ... your so young

but anyway to the girls ...

so I am dating both
and am going to see what happens, but it has come to the point where they want me to chose and I dont know who to chose... I am so confused...lol

I guess I will just figure this out!

love yas
always
natalie jo
but I am thinking staying single would be good, but the guys will go "bye bye" if I do that, and I like both ALOT!!!
ugh

[Kevi12]

LoL, i'm not interested yet . I'm not looking for a soul mate so i'm fine, but a lover would be good. haha

[tinkerbella]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

I drank some MD 20/20 with some friends today after skipping school for the first time haha!

Ahhh the memories of MD!! Now tell the details Kevi! Was it strawberry flavoured....mmmmm loll

[tinkerbella]

Originally Posted by nataliejo

Allie

**wave** hi!
your mother sounds like my mother! lol "lost a chin" lol

At least she noticed I guess lol
My father gave me the lines the only time he comes up once a year... "You used to be so thin, stick thin!"

and I was, but than puberty hit, maybe because he is male, he doesnt understand all women are different shapes lol especially when good ole' puberty hits lol

Hi Nataliejo

Ahhh parents have a license to say what they like i guess!!

[Kevi12]

It was raspberry lol, I was chugging that man. It was freakin awesome! It tasted like juice and I drank what? a bottle and a half? haha I didn't even get tipsy

[veronandez86]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

Wow! Let's party Veronica!!! Good job on that 7 lbs lost. I partied for you lol I drank some MD 20/20 with some friends today after skipping school for the first time haha!

Kevi!
What?!? I can't believe you were drinking some Mad Dog. LoL... That stuff is crazy and I can't even handle it. LoL. They do call it Mad Dog where you are right? I know they do in Cali.

[veronandez86]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

It was raspberry lol, I was chugging that man. It was freakin awesome! It tasted like juice and I drank what? a bottle and a half? haha I didn't even get tipsy

Man Kevi,
I know you hear this tons Hun, but be careful. You are way to young to be able to chug any alcholic drink. Heck, I start getting buzzed off of two beers. Just be careful okay.

[veronandez86]

Natalie Jo,
I agree with what Hope said about being confused. Just try and take it easy with Jay and Derek. I dont want to see you get hurt. Plus, I also think that you need to really sit down and evaluate what it is about each guy you really like and it must be hard to do that if you said that you are kinda seeing them both at the same time.



So Ladies and Kevi,

I have been hanging out with Sean this whole beginning part of the week, pretty much. We are still at the getting to know eachother phase, but I think that things are going to go good for us. He is honestly showing much interest in me and has even asked to go with me to the doctors appointment I had the other day and offered to go to my follow up appt in 2 weeks. He's sweet. He's already said that he wanted to be my boyfriend, but I'm a bit afraid to jump into something so soon with him. I mean, I really really like him alot, but I want to know him better before making a comittment of being more than just friends. I think holding back on jumping into a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship is wise, how bout you all?

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Hope2

Nat,

I think if your confused, then neither are M.R. right. They both sound like maybe M.R. right for nows.. Which is fine, but be careful, you are dealing with peoples feelings, including your own. I'm glad they both know, but the dating two people at once thing, well, umm I just don't understand it.

Since you like them both, well what are you going to do, enjoying being single is a good thing Nat, you don't have to be looking for something seriouse. And if your not looking for something seriouse then it doesn't really matter. Your just out haveing fun.. Making a choice for a M.R. right now, even though you do like them both, shouldn't be that difficult, since it's aperantly a win win situation for you. What I mean is it doesn't seem to mater to you one way or another.. Which is why I came to the asumption that they are both M.R. right for nows... anyway mabye I'm wrong.. Drama, is well not a good thing nat. I'm sure it's flatering with several guys into you at the same time, but it can allso bring you down real easy, drama that is. Becareful with yourself, with all the depreshion you've been having latley, well I worry for you.. Make sure you are treating yourself, well, really really well...

Umm Kevi, I think my eyes are bleeding.. lol... Gees, I'm going to try to forget I read that, lol...

Oh guys quick tid bit, about my family with the "weight thing" well there are several but here is one. My grandma, can not say anything to me like, oh don't you look nice, because I'm sure she is afraid that if she says that like I'll stop working on myself, lol.. She has allways made excuses for me being overweight, gees, like in front of people.. She will say things like, oh are those your "good pants", you'll have to take them in.. (like I know how), but it's like this phycological thing, serioulsy, even when I get to my goal weight, I'm not expecting my grandma to say anything. She's just that way, a compliment = the person no longer striving.. hmmmm.. People are so interesting, lol..

I have decided that Derek and Jay and I are just going to stay friends. But MR right could be Jay. So I am leaving things open for discussion between Jay and I. And Derek and I are going to stay friends permanently. I think I am falling for Jay. I hate to admit that. But he respects me so much. He says whatever I am not comfy doing I dont need to. The last two times we have been together, we havent done anything, except last night we did cuddle... cuddling was nice!... just cuddling ...perfect night... nothing more ...nothing less ....just right for me. And now his smell is on my pillow...ahh ... I sniff it before anything. I guess you can figure out who I like better... Jay

and yes I am self depricating. So I am staying single... you are right Hope ...
But I am feeling a bit better... I am going bike riding today ... 12 mile bike ride ...I will find out the exact mileage when my mom first drops me off... I will be bike riding back ...having a serious talk with Derek today .... very Serious...

and Hope, about your grandmother, mine is the total opposite lol she just comes out and says "Your chest looks like a barrel" lol she said that to me when I was this weight before... I have dropped pounds once again and am back under the 270s by a couple pounds. But no celebrating.. I have done the no 270s three times now ... ugh ...hopefully this time is for real lol

ttylater hun
love yas
always
natalie jo

[nataliejo]

Originally Posted by Kevi12

It was raspberry lol, I was chugging that man. It was freakin awesome! It tasted like juice and I drank what? a bottle and a half? haha I didn't even get tipsy

lol not tipsy huh. I would be so falling on my butt! lol I havent had a drink for three years and so many months... I put it out once I started my meds. Not allowed to drink ... u know ...

well ttylater hun
becareful

always
love yas
natalie jo