[tinkerbella]

Hey everyone

Awww Kevi dont beat yourself up to much...maybe just lay off the MD!! Hope the running went well

Veronica - cant wait to see the pics of your tattoo!! I am desperate to get one, its my treat when i reach 196lbs

So gang, I am pleased to annouce that my chest infection is finally getting better, my stalker friend is home and getting her meds and everything checked out and my doctor congratulated me on losing 30lbs since the last time i saw him (just after xmas)! That means that my highest weight was a lot higher than i thought it was! Not sure how to feel abt that....lol

Looking forward to this weekend cos Im going to see a production of Evita...and I just bought a size 16 (uk size) top for it, which wouldnt have fit me a couple of months ago All in all, its been a pretty good day! Hope everyone else is doing good!

Allie xx

[Kevi12]

Wow, it's been quiet in here this past 36 hrs. Well guess what guys! I can hit 155 lbs on the benchpress now I did like 8 today, but i'm gonna keep working on it lol.

[tinkerbella]

Way to go Kevi!!

[veronandez86]

Hi All,

Well, I'm back from California now.

Ohh... snap... I got on my scale and gained tons of weight. LoL. I feel like such a heffer.

But I brought it on myself, we forgot to pack good stuff to take with us in the cooler. So when you go on a 12 hour drive somewhere, the only places you find are McDonalds and other fast food places to order from.

So, I think this week is going to be a bit hard for me to get back on track. But I know I can do it.

No more junk food... it's icky. Oh, and I gotta start working out again... no more lazyness. I gotta keep looking hot for my man. And each pound gone is another knotch up on the hottie scale for me.

Starting right now, I'm going to be 7 hours junk food free. Yeah!

Veronica

[veronandez86]

Here is the picture of my new tattoo. It's on the back of my right shoulder. Sorry if it looks a bit sketchy, but I had to resize the darn picture so that it would let me upload it. Plus, it was taken from my camera phone.

Look... be jealous... enjoy. LoL. J/k

I know in the open spot below the humming birds tail I want to get the word Mother tattooed on me in Chinese. I think it'd look awesome... but I'm unsure.

Veronica

[spartacus26]

It's gorgeous, especially since it's just been a few days (right?) since you got it.

I have an ex-boyfriend who didn't take quite as good care of his as you have and his looked like a big icky scab thing.
Nice mental image, huh?

[Kevi12]

Nice tattoo, IMO it's dirty xD I wouldn't call it art, but some people thinks it is. I don't care though haha. I've been doing a lot of push ups guys, i'm like sore in some parts of my body!!!! I need to run!!!

[veronandez86]

Originally Posted by spartacus26

It's gorgeous, especially since it's just been a few days (right?) since you got it.

I have an ex-boyfriend who didn't take quite as good care of his as you have and his looked like a big icky scab thing.
Nice mental image, huh?

Thanks! I love it!

Yeah, I got it on Saturday. I've been putting A&D ointment on it. LoL. I think it's funny that the ointment says its for diaper rash in huge letters.

Eeww... big icky scabs... that's gross. LoL... yeah, I take good care of it because I hate scabs.

[Dreamer2015]

hey guys...

ive been kinda missing in action for awhile... moved, got the internet finally set up for me in my living space, summer job, lots of things interfering with my interneting...

but. since thats taken care of...

im back. I havent been doing so well in the eating right department. Im back at my moms and there is nothing but junk really. AND this past week I have been suffering with lower back pain. It had me in tears the first night and then the chiro fixed some of it up, but i have a lot of muscle pain still.

ugh.

its summer. and im nannying for a bunch of kids. once i kick this back pain into gear, I will definately be active enough to make a difference.

[Kevi12]

Hello guys! I just got back from the gym, I moved to another gym and man it's awesome there. So many things you can get on to and now i'm sore specially my legs . I also ran for awhile, but not 30 minutes....Hmm whatelse? I gained some weight, thats about it haha, i dont care though, it might be muscle weight cause im toning up! DDDD

[tabbigirl]

Hey everyone! Just checking in again. I've been doing pretty well. Doing...so-so with eating habits, not stupendous, but not horrendous either

I have, however done really well with my exercising. I have been walking before and after work pretty much everyday...I miss a little bit here and there, but usually hit it at least once a day on weekdays. Then, this past weekend I walked 4 miles Saturday and Sunday morning and biked 9 miles on Saturday afternoon. Halfway through the 9 miles I was ready to be home, but I finished it! So I have been feeling really good about how much exercising I am getting.

I have been tired lately, and I'm not sure why...only thing I can figure out is because I get up at 5:30 a.m. every weekday to walk...

[onlinebiz330]

Hey all, I currently weight 205 pounds. I would like to drop back down to 195 where I was about 6 months ago. Shouldn't take to long to do, as I am in the gym nearly every other day.

[veronandez86]

Wow... No one has been on for awhile.

I hope you are all doing okay.

[Kevi12]

I'm doing fine and been going to the gym lately and gaining so many muscle weight! Making me mad, but I have one problem when i run guys. I hope some can help me, my sides hurts whenever I jog or run, but not when I play ybasketball. It only happens when I do cardio workouts. I don't really know why this is happening.

[veronandez86]

Hey All,

I know you are all on vacation or something and that's why it's been quiet lately, but me, being bored, have decided to write to you all.

I dont know what's going on with me. Lately I have been haveing a few moments in which I feel somewhat disgusted with myself. I know I am losing weight because my pants are all beginning to become too loose, but that still doesn't stop the ache I feel inside sometimes when I look at my body in the mirror.

I dont know why I feel this way. I have always been somewhat comfortable at what I see reflecting back at me from the windows or mirrors. I mean, I've never just looked in the mirror and felt like I was on the brink of tears. Something has changed, and I'm unsure what.

It's kind of like this, I wear a size 18 in pants (maybe even a 16 now) but when I see myself, I see a girl who is twice that size. Am I starting to develop a disorder? I know my mind is playing tricks on me. How is it that I am fine with what I look like at a size 18 but now that I'm starting to get thinner I am seeing myself as being bigger? Maybe it is because the weight I'm losing is causing me to have a bit more flab around my stomach? Or am I simply afraid of being thin?

Plus, I dont understand why I feel this way. My boyfriend Sean always tells me how beautiful I am and compliments me. But then again, I wonder what he really thinks. I know from learning about his past relationships that I am the biggest girl he's dated, so maybe that's why I'm starting to be super hard on myself. Man, I hate compairing myself to other chicks for this exact reason. Plus, no matter how much he tells me, I can't believe this guy, who is super toned, maybe around 175 lbs, and super awesome would want to be with a blob like me.

Eh, I feel so... blah. Maybe it's just my hormones. TOM should be comming over to visit soon, so maybe he's the blame. Or maybe it's just that so much is happening and overwhelming me (such as my recent medical concerns, the new policies / procedures they are implimenting at work, and finding my bio-father's address, wondering what the first step should be towards me trying to set up getting to know him, and prepairing myself for the reality of maybe he doesn't want to know me) and the only thing I have complete controll over is my appearance. I'm beginning to believe this is the main reason. So much is changing in such a little time that I know I honestly feel my weight is the main thing I can controll and that's why I'm feeling this way.

Oh, I dont know. I feel bad today, feel self concious while looking at the mirror today, but who know's how I'll feel tomorrow or next week when I look at the mirror.

Talk to you all soon.
Love,
Veronica