Minny has inspired me to kick this little diary back into action and I think I need too just to try and inspire and nut all my problems out before jumping at the solution of eating.
I was doing so well and then one day I had one of my daughters biscuits and then I ate the packet (I have decided that I have no will power). Then it was the lollies that sit on my desk at work...I had one and then I ate the bowl. So by eliminating all the nice lollies and buying horrid ones I have no interest in I am achieving better results.
Back on the wagon yet again...I hear people sighing yes I am.....and I will be staying on it till refeed not one deviation because one will lead to a week and then a month and I will be on cohens forever. My ticker has slightly changed and not for the better I think I will leave it because it shows what I can do if I put my head down.
Its hard not to be inspired by the great losses on this site and the fact I cannot bring it to my headspace that I could possibly reach goal.
On a better note I enjoyed shopping the other day...when I asked for help the shop assistant asked what size I was ..I had to explain I wasnt too sure she said ohh you are a 12 if not an 11, that was freaky but nice. Ohh well I will remember things like that along with the guy at the pub on Saturday nite that said you look amazing...I said what was wrong before and her said well you were a fat pig...truth hurts but he was right..the fact he was packing a few too many kilos made me turn around and said I was but I am no longer in denile like some
Oh well I have decided at the end of my many entrys to get me to the end of this journey I am going to put something I have always wanted to do but my weight stopped me and hopefully achieve them all.
B

1.Take my daughter to a public pool and feel comfortable ~ enjoy her and stop worrying what others are saying

You can do it baby....keep at it...i've sent you a PM..xxxx