ok, well i've never done this before but i'm tired of coming home to an empty apartment and just looking in the fridge, stuffing myslef then looking in the mirror and being disguisted with myself. (first,i'll go ahead and point out that i'm not the best speller). I guess today i kinda just needed to do this, i ate a taco in the morning after swearing i wasnt going to eat unhealthy, then for lunch i ate my healthy choice that sucked,so my fat ass strolled down to the dairy queen and got tacos and a vanilla cone. at work there were parties so i had a slice of pizza and two pieces of cake, came home, had a medium order of fries and quesadilla (made w/ reduced fat cheese). sad huh? well thats just one example of my eating habits, not the greatest for a 23 year old. I just wanted to find a place that i oculd come and just say what i wanted and expressed how i felt, i'm very good at repressing my emotions so this is my outlet and i thank you for allowing me to vent and talk about my 'fat ass' . pretty long intro but my next question is how do i start up a journal??

I too just started posting here today. I have to admit your post made me laugh a bit as I thought about something I did a few weeks ago when I was going to start a diet. I went and got a fudge dipped something or rather from DQ and then said to myself, after this you're done with this crap...well damn it tasted so I good I changed my mind.

But now, it's official. It's official for you, and for me as well. You have to start somewhere, and it's always helpful if you start at the beginning.

I'm not sure if other people are keeping a weight loss journal somewhere else, but there is a section in the forums that I've starting posting mine.

Good luck to you; hope to see you around.

Welcome! I've had days like that, so I know what you mean. All you can do is try better the next day, and work on where you fell short the day before. And you can start up a journal on here, just start a new thread on the journal board...

I used to waddle too 9 months back (now i can RUN!)
Your spelling is fine, at least you try and dont speak like you're stuck on some old 90s cellphone that doesnt have predictive text (HW R U 2DY?)

If you havnt already figured it out, you can clickity click into the main front page with a list of all the types of forums, theres one that has the word diary in it. Just start a thread there. Keep posting in it, eventually people will start tuning in and chatting back

Welcome to the forums!

Thanks everyone!!!!