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Location: New Hampshire, good old New England, in America.
Posts: 112
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Hello again!
Hello again everyone! This is Natalie jo, if anyone possibly remembers. I kind of jumped of the bandwagon, but really what the prob was, I lost my password!!!
so just an intro. My name is Natalie, but everyone can call me Natsky, which is what I prefer!
I am not new obvsiously, but would like to get to know the newbies and reconnect with others who wrote in my journal. I just hope you all read the newbies section lol
if not I am sure to locate you!
I am one hundered pounds overweight. I have lost @ 45 pounds, but I feel so f-a-t, my fiance continually tells me I am not, that I am plump and he loves me the way I am, but I still have low self esteem, to the point that I have a hard time going for walks. This summer was awful. I gained back ten pounds. And I think moving to a new city, to live with my fiance was def a culprit. People here are different from the country folk. In this city, kids yell out the car windows and yell on the street about how fat your "ass" is. I got a lot of that here. And it has been hard to recover after the beating I still get from the locals. I am trying to find away to move beyond that and do what is right for me, and that is walking. I was jogging, but now even walking is hard. So this is not good!
I know I can do this. Its only a matter of looking at the world in a different light and looking at myself differently, but its a matter of reaching that path and I finally have I think.
so thanks for the warm welcome I hope to get. I feel like I am starting over, so I hope to make some more friends..
hey girl^^
omgosh D: how mean can people be...
im sorry you have to put up with such rude people... =T
dont worry too much though^^ you wont always be that size... and someday you will look even more gorgeous and will be able to think back and laugh =D
see you around the forums!!
Location: New Hampshire, good old New England, in America.
Posts: 112
Rep Power: 4
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Originally Posted by AngelicaHope
hey girl^^
omgosh D: how mean can people be...
im sorry you have to put up with such rude people... =T
dont worry too much though^^ you wont always be that size... and someday you will look even more gorgeous and will be able to think back and laugh =D
see you around the forums!!
thanks Angelica!
I am looking forward to the day when the scale says I am one hundred pounds less, lmao...
thanks for the warm welcome!!
hehe yeah i cant wait for the moment when i reach my goal!!!
then will be the time for lifelong maintenance =D
haha i know losing weight wont fix all my problems but it will definitely make life more enjoyable when i am able to get out there and not be as shy as i am atm =P
Hello again! 
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